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The Mother I Am Behind Closed Doors
I think people think I’m a terrible mother.
And I think people think I’m a wonderful mother.
Usually, it’s the kids who think I’m good at it—and the other moms who judge from the sidelines, assuming I’m too soft, too forgiving, too whatever doesn’t match their version of “good parenting.”
But they don’t see what actually happens in my home.
TikTok Was Stealing My Life
I shut this blog down to play it safe while I looked for a new job. But life kept moving, my kids needed me, and I started to feel like I was missing it all. This post is a raw, honest look at what happens when you finally stop scrolling, start showing up, and remember what it feels like to be here.
A Renewal
Life can sometimes feel overwhelming, especially when you’re juggling the demands of motherhood, work, and personal struggles. I found myself lost in the chaos, disconnected from who I once was. But instead of letting negativity take over, I chose to rebuild my life with intention. In this blog post, I share the daily routine that has helped me regain my sense of purpose, boost my mental wellness, and embrace each day with renewed energy. From morning journaling to evening meditation, every part of my day is now designed to nourish my mind, body, and spirit.
July Should Be Mom’s Mental Health Month
We should get, at least, acknowledged for what July’s look like for us moms….
Bucket List Destination: Alaska
Alaska was intense. A whirlwind of exciting and terrifying due to the vast comparison to my hometown all the way south in Florida, and the uncertainty of Eric and I on how to travel throughout the state. Because we decided to travel to Alaska during the winter season, it was a whole lot more difficult to travel without a rental car as every other mode of transportation was shut down due to winter storms and intense snow fall. So, we managed to do what we could without pressuring ourselves to do and see everything. We booked our tickets and headed out on our week long journey.
At War
Explore a raw and honest journey through internal conflict, love, and setting boundaries in this compelling article. Delve into the struggles, triumphs, and lessons learned from personal experiences, offering insight and understanding into the complexities of human relationships and self-discovery.
Be naked.
In a raw and honest reflection, I bare it all - quite literally. These photos aren't just about nudity; they're about embracing authenticity. Join me as I navigate the tumultuous waters of divorce, heartbreak, and self-discovery. It's a journey marked by pain, but also by profound growth and acceptance. Through it all, I've learned to shed the layers of pretense and be unabashedly myself. So, here I am, flaws and all, inviting you to do the same.
I Hope You Find the Will to Walk Away
Navigating boundaries in relationships can be challenging, especially when love is involved. In this raw and emotional reflection, I share my struggles with setting boundaries and reclaiming my self-worth. Join me as I confront the cycle of being undervalued and find the courage to prioritize my own well-being.
wild and safe.
Embracing the wild and untamed aspects of our souls can feel daunting in a world quick to suppress individuality. Yet, beneath the surface of our perceived wildness lies a safe and nurturing home for our truest selves. Join me as I explore the beauty of vulnerability and authenticity, and the transformative power of sharing our souls with others.
Abandonment Issues
In the poignant words of Courtney A. Walsh, we're reminded that our journey isn't about mastering unconditional love, but about embracing our humanity and learning to love ourselves fully. Join me as I reflect on my struggles with abandonment and the journey towards self-acceptance. Through vulnerability and imperfection, I'm learning to embrace all aspects of myself and recognize my inherent worth.
I’m Not Going to Lie, I’m Tired.
In moments of introspection, I grapple with the dichotomy of strength and grace. While I pride myself on independence, extending grace means embracing vulnerability and softness. Recently, I've navigated the complexities of forgiveness and love, learning to offer grace even in the face of hurt. Join me in reflecting on the fragility of the heart and the resilience found in embracing imperfection and forgiveness.
God Has to Slap Me in the Fucking Face.
Amidst recent hardships, I cherish the opportunity to spend a day with my daughters, despite financial constraints. Reflecting on the beauty found in suffering, I'm reminded of the importance of making memories and creating a nurturing home for my girls. Join me as I embrace the challenges of motherhood and look forward to the journey ahead with hope and gratitude.
Evidently, there’s a speck in my eye.
In a world quick to criticize and label, have you ever stopped to consider the impact of your words on someone's life? Reflecting on the wisdom of Jesus's words, delve into the complexities of character assessment and the power of self-awareness. Join me in exploring the journey towards embracing imperfection, extending grace, and redefining our understanding of love in the face of criticism and judgment.
Still Hopeful.
Ever felt like everything you hold dear is suspended in mid-air, just out of reach? That feeling of uncertainty can be overwhelming, leaving us in a state of waiting. In this poignant reflection, explore the experience of navigating life's uncertainties and finding hope in the midst of it all. Drawing inspiration from 2 Corinthians 4:8-9, discover the resilience to endure, even when everything feels up in the air.
When I Was Eight
From childhood dreams to professional reality, my journey as a Worship Pastor took unexpected turns. But amidst the glitz and glamour of my dream church, I found myself lost and disillusioned. In this candid reflection, I share the raw truth of my struggles within the confines of ministry, and the transformative power of embracing my humanity. Join me as I navigate the complexities of faith, authenticity, and self-discovery, ultimately finding a deeper connection to God through vulnerability and imperfection.
Only Strong Women in this House.
"We are strong women in this house." These words echo through the walls after moments of turmoil, tears, or sibling rivalry. As a mother, I strive to instill in my daughters a sense of inner strength that empowers them to navigate life's challenges with resilience and determination. In this heartfelt reflection, discover why fostering strength and resilience in our girls is essential for shaping their futures and empowering them to overcome obstacles with courage.
Fill in the Blank.
How often do you hear the whisper, "You aren’t [blank] enough," echoing in your mind? It’s a common inner dialogue many of us face. But here's the truth: who you aren’t isn’t relevant to your journey. Comparing yourself to others steals your energy and detracts from your own path. In this empowering piece, learn why embracing your uniqueness and focusing on your purpose is the key to fulfillment and success.
Productivity Isn’t Success.
Feeling burnt out and overwhelmed? It's time to step off the anxious roller coaster and prioritize your peace. In this heartfelt reflection, discover the importance of taking a step back from people-pleasing and embracing rest. Join me as I share my journey towards reclaiming inner tranquility and why prioritizing peace over productivity is the true key to success.
My Thoughts For Today.
In a world fixated on appearances, it's easy to lose sight of the importance of inner beauty. We spend countless hours perfecting our outward image, yet often neglect the condition of our hearts and minds. But what if we shifted our focus? What if we prioritized authenticity over conformity? Embracing authenticity means aligning our actions and intentions with our true selves, rather than conforming to societal standards or chasing superficial ideals. It means investing in qualities like kindness, empathy, and compassion, which radiate from within and leave a lasting impact on those around us. So let's pause, reflect, and reevaluate our priorities. Let's choose to cultivate inner beauty that shines brighter than any cosmetic enhancement or fashionable attire. Let's prioritize authenticity in a world that often values conformity.
So Will I
Explore a poignant personal journey of overcoming doubt, navigating failure, and rediscovering faith. This article delves into the struggle of reconciling identity, pursuing ministry, and ultimately finding redemption through self-acceptance and the unconditional love of a higher power.